Friday, May 20, 2011

End of the world begins??? What????

So predictions state that on May 21st at 4:00 pm Utah time the earth will begin to rebel against its squatters... ManKind...

I know its all a bunch of hooey ... but one never knows so here are some parting thoughts... This life has been hard and yet easy. I wish Money didnt run the world I think it would have been a better place if money didnt come between me and the ppl I loved and me and my self worth. Although I do acknowledge and I do know that I have been one of the very lucky ones on this planet. I lived in a clean pristine place where for the most part ppl cared about each other and gave of them selves to make the world a better place.

I was moved by Gods Grace on many occasions. When I was young and I was moved by the spirit of God for the first time in a small chapel somewhere in Minnesota. When I graduated from High School with 1000 other ppl all dressed in red and white. When I went to a lone trailer in the woods with a kind hearted person who would one day shape my family. When I looked in the the eyes of my 2 beautiful children for the first time. When I walked across the stage to get my certificate of completion from Utah College of Massage Therapy and my husband and kids were there for me. When I sat and tried to feed my mother some cake from her 80th birthday, which would prove to be her last and when I saw a cross in the sky over my head that followed me for miles the day she died. When I laughed so hard I peed my self just a little at one of my extraordinary moments with my son. Watching my little girl become a woman on her perfect wedding day. These are moments I cherish and Iam so blessed to have had the life that I have had.

Well whether the world ends tomorrow or a million years from tomorrow. Iam glad I was here. Iam glad I had the love I had for my family and my friends. God Bless us all what ever comes. I love you!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

My 2 line movie review.

Thor was HOT.... Movie was not! But i could not take my eyes off off the blue eyed wonder. He was perfect for the part.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

What a few couple of days!

From the joy of a beautiful Royal Wedding to the elation of a mans demise. This weekend was history in the making.

I got up early Friday morning to watch the union of Kate Middleton and Prince William in holy matrimony. I hadn't really intended to get up as I had the Tivo set for the whole affair but, for some reason, when 4 am rolled around I was wide awake, so I took it as a sign I was to get up and watch this Historic Event. Just as I had done so many years ago at Lady Di's and Prince Charles nuptials. The two weddings couldn't have been more similar and yet very different.

Lady Di's wedding was a FANTASY. I'm not sure if it was because I saw it thru the eyes of a young married woman full of hopeful anticipation of what life would bring to us all. There was so much promise in that day. The horse drawn carriages, the armies of men on horseback and the unbelievable train on her wedding dress! I imagined our kids growing up at about the same time and watching her family and her as they faced the challenges of the world they lived in. The promise that all newlyweds see in their future, eternal family, never ending love and happy security forever. But, time and reality seems to have a way for kicking all those theories like the can on the street ... down into the gutter. Life didn't end well for the fairy princess... and the prince while finding a new princess found companionship but who knows if his life was any better, any happier or was it just a whole new set of obstacles that had to be over come? But on that Day so many years ago. There was a hopefullness about the future.

And just as on Lady Di's day ... Kate M's day was fanciful, yes. But, some how so much more real. She invited her local butcher for goodness sake, and the bar owner in her small town. Can't get much more real than that. So while all the same pomp and circumstance was there on their day Friday April 29, 2011 as it was on Dianna and Charles day way back on July 29, 1981. There was a definite sense that their marriage was based on mutual love and not just duty. That they headed into their life together with a determination if you will to have a lasting and sincere existence. The one thing I would personally like to mention here is her dress. It was perfect, understated and elegant. It was a regal choice. She was a beautiful bride. I do hope for the best, that they will stay together always.


So then there came Sunday May 1, 2011... The man who master minded the killing of thousands at the World Trade Center, the Pentegan and in Pennsylvania on 9-11-2001 was killed and millions cheered. It was a necessary step that had to be followed and many have the right to be happy. But a person died and we as humans must all have to pause and say there but by the grace of God go I, for Evil and Good live in all of us. And we do not know why some of us are blessed with the light while others are engulfed by darkness.... May God have mercy on us all.